I need to rant and get a few things off my chest.  I am so angry, in fact what I am goes through angry and out the other side into something even in excess of white hot fury.

My computer is only 2 months old, it was bought to replace a computer that was savagely murdered by my unthinking twat of a fella.  I loved my old computer and had spent a couple of hundred quid getting extra memory for it, a shit hot graphics card, better sound card and an extra disc drive...it was my baby and he fucked it up, not once but twice.  I was furious for a week or so each time and then got over it.

He also broke his laptop, not once but twice.  Firstly by punching it in a temper, I had it repaired (against my better judgement) and then by hitting it with a dining chair in yet another foul mood, it's still broken and I'm not getting it repaired this time.  I got over that as well eventually.  Back to my brand new computer with the 19 inch monitor.

We were having a bit of a disagreement (not even a proper row) over who had locked my dog in the garden and forgotten about him being out there, I know it's a petty thing to fall out over but I love my dog and was annoyed at the thought of him being outside for so long.  I know he shut him out as it's something I would never do.

Apparently I wound him up by accusing him and he did what he usually does when annoyed, he lashed out.  His target?  My fucking computer!  He threw the keyboard and it hit my monitor and broke it.  It's got a whacking great round "hole" in the side with what looks like fracture lines over almost two thirds of the screen and half the screen is totally black and nothing can be seen on it.  I saw red as for the fucking fifth time he had broken something unneccessarily because of his temper.

To say I kicked off is an understatement, I went totally apeshit at him.  I won't bore you with the details of what occurred in the following twenty minutes, let's just say it wasn't pretty and scared my neighbour to death as she honestly believed I was going to kill him.

He kept saying it was an accident which just wound me up all the more because you can't "accidently" throw something at something else and not expect one of them to break. 

That was at about half four this afternoon and I'm still incredibly pissed off about it.  I can't even use my old flat screen monitor as I sold it to my friend for a tenner so I've had to borrow her old monitor which is a giant box of a thing. 

Maybe I over-reacted, but a person can only take so much before they flip out and I had reached my limit.  He says he'll replace it but how the hell is he going to do that when I'm the only fucker with money coming in?

Rant over.